I miss you so terribly much.
Sometimes I wish I didn’t take life for granted, and enjoyed it as much as I should.
The hardest part of everything is that nothing seems to matter anymore.
Sometimes I wonder if your ever with me or even near me.
I know I cant see you or talk to you but I really wish I could.
Its still hard on me but I try not to show it or get the emotions running to me when im around others.
I usually just hold it in at night and just cry it out.
This usually gets me tired and helps me just relax and actually get some sleep during the night.
I hope your happy and enjoying life in paradise
Love you and miss you so much<3
Have you ever just stared very mindlessly at everything around you and wondered
“what am I doing here?”
nothing really makes any sense, why we do the things we do and who is to tell us whats right from wrong.
Honestly nothing is worth anything if you dont know why you do it.
Its hard to grasp the whole concept of adulthood and growing up. People focus on the present, but don’t worry about the consequences its brings them in the future.
The whole ideology of “life” itself seem very strange. How do we really know we’re alive?
Have you ever had that thought that your simply a particle, something tiny of a whole different demension or something beyond ourselves?
What if all our actions are being controlled by someone or something else eternal from us.
When your alone, you start wondering things that really no one has an answer for.
Life is a concept to big to simply comprehend or put into words or even find a meaning for.
Sometimes yoou feel like you dont belong, like your not meant to be here.
you feel meaningless, lonely, and like these feelings are never ending.
you wonder why you were brought here… was it for a real purpose or just to be here for awhile, enter someone’s life have a life changing affect and then *poof your gone.
Are you here for your own good, to live and enjoy the benefits of life, or are you here for someone else’s benefit and once they have it your gone?
Is this why people are here for a bit then taken away from us?
Were they not meant to be here and simply for our benefit?
If you think of every aspect of life, nothing is really answerable. Everything about it is just something very hard to understand*
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